Tuesday, December 30, 2008

Once again, paradise.

Once again, paradise.

23 December 2008, 23:20 hrs
Honeymoon Guesthouse

"We're checked in, fed, and all settled down in our home for two nights. Casa Luna Restaurant hit all the right notes with soothing new age music, warm red walls and flickering candlelight. Though considerably less touristy than the Kuta strip, Ubud charms with quaint cafes and rustic art galleries. I believe I could be quite happy taking a sabbatical here. Strolling along meandering roads past rice fields and lotus ponds, popping into art galleries which strike my fancy, mastering the art of Balinese cooking, attending an evening yoga class... yes it would be nice indeed."



Honeymoon Guesthouse, room 2 Sita.



Our first dinner at Casa Luna Restaurant. Lethal arak (a type of Balinese liquor) cocktails and yummy gado-gado.

24 December 2008, 07:54 hrs
Honeymoon Guesthouse terrace

"My first morning in Ubud, my first morning in Bali. Sleep didn't come easy last night and when it did, dreams and reality melded and blurred. Conversations with a sleeping Ceci, and Racky arriving in the mail...

While our room doesn't come with a view of rice paddies as we'd imagined, it was still calming to hear the birdsong blending with the frog's croaking.

Sunlight streaming in through the wooden vents and into the netted holes of our canopy bed. Fresh fruit and Balinese pancakes on a terrace shared with friendly neighbors."


7:15 AM in Bali.



Daily offerings; fresh fruit and Balinese pancakes served on our beautiful terrace.

24 December 2008, 17:50 hrs
Honeymoon Guesthouse, watching the rain

"The day has been nothing but beautiful; serendipitous even. After a leisurely breakfast on our terrace, we attended our first Balinese cooking lesson. It wasn't the 2-to-1-station concept we'd expected, unfortunately, or fortunately. Along with ten Caucasians, Ceci and I were propelled into the world of Balinese herbs and spices, which we later had a hand in pounding into a mixture (not easy!).





Casa Luna Cooking School.


Having a go at pounding the spice mixture.




Our medley of Balinese dishes (clockwise from top left): Buncis Pelecing (beans in coconut milk), Lawar Pakis (fern lawar), Bregedel Jagung (sweet corn patties), Sate Lembat Ayam (Balinese chicken satay with grated coconut), Nasi Kuning (fragrant yellow rice), and Gado-Gado (vegetables in peanut sauce).


Our lunch - a little bit of everything!

I'm not sure if we'd have the patience to recreate the dishes back home, but I left the workshop well-equipped with Balinese kitchen trivia. Did you know that placing tobacco in your navel can apparently prevent motion sickness? The Balinese also have an au naturel viagra formula - the raw yolk of a duck egg cracked into a glass of Coke.

Food was also romanticized in the class. Our instructor had a spot-on way of describing belacan (shrimp paste) - smells like hell, tastes like paradise. And she describes the pairing of belacan and chillies as Romeo and Juliet, or Rama and Sita in Hindu folklore. I just might find the act of pounding rempah sexy.

We walked off our lunch by braving the heat to Ubud Market to lose ourselves in the maze of shops. The market was like I remembered in 2006 - stalls peddling similar goods, narrow corridors and persistent shopkeepers. And just like two years ago, I left the market about S$70 poorer.

On our way back, we spontaneously dropped in at Casa Luna Restaurant to taste the lime tart our instructor had raved about. We sat down, minding our own business, when a Caucasian lady approached and asked if I was Leigh. Turns out that she is the personal assistant of Janet DeNeefe (author of Fragrant Rice, owner of Honeymoon Guesthouse and Casa Luna Restaurant) and she had read my blog entry on staying at Casa Luna. And lo and behold, right behind where we were sitting was Janet herself! Talk about serendipity, and getting recognized in Bali!


Ceci and I with Janet.



Lime tart; streets of Ubud.

When the sunshine gentled, we took off on what we believed was an easy walk to the Campuan River for some karma cleansing (especially after all the haggling we did at the market).

We ambled past paddy fields and side-stepped barking dogs, each step taking us further from the tourist activity and closer to local life. Past mothers with babies balanced on their hips, children catching fishes by the drain, and a jogger who later turned out to be a bit of a cuckoo when he laughed really loudly in our faces.



Scenes along Jln Bisma, Ubud.




Getting lost in Ubud.


A local working at the rice field.

By this time, we had been walking for almost half an hour and the river was nowhere to be seen. We decided to head back to the guesthouse, which turned out to be the right decision as we later found out that we had taken the wrong path. At the same time, the rain fell."



Christmas Eve nasi goreng at Indus Restaurant; drinks at Cafe des Artistes.



Christmas eve with rice paddies. Drink, drink, drink, drink.

25 December 2008, 09:00 hrs
Honeymoon Guesthouse, terrace

"It's our last morning here in Ubud, and I'm reluctant to leave this oasis of calm. I've been told that Amed where we're headed is a sleepy fishing village, but I'm not sure I'm prepared for the tourist hive at Kuta tomorrow.

This morning, I awoke first to the rooster's incessant crowing, then a cat's persistent mewing, a gecko clicking outside the window, and finally my alarm going off for the third time.

I could imagine the blue skies through the shafts of bright sunshine escaping through the window vents, and even the simple act of lazy stretching under the cool white sheets seemed luxurious. This I think, is the magic of Ubud.

The artistic heart of Bali is a scattering of tourist shops, inviting cafes and local houses among the vivid green of paddy fields. There is a certain order to the chaos, and this scatterbrained beauty reminds me so of an artist's temperamental soul.

Here, the skies seem a bit bluer, the air much fresher, the flowers more alive, and the sunshine gentler. Sitting here on the terrace, sipping my glass of tangerine juice and contemplating Ubud seems like the natural order of life.

I can't explain it, but Ubud has me immensely charmed. I've barely scratched the surface of this place, but I feel like my time for getting to know it on this trip is up. I will definitely return, and maybe then I'll be able to peel the first petal off this delicate flower for another peek into its inner core. Merry Christmas."


The stone Buddha guarding our guesthouse reception.



We skimped on breakfast, and headed out at 10 a.m. to beat the queues for our babi guling lunch. Babi guling is Balinese suckling pig, and I've wanted to try it ever since I saw it on Bobby Chin's World Cafe Asia programme. Our guesthouse was a short walk to the famous Ibu Oka, so it was now or never.

We poked about the Ubud Royal Palace on the way, and were awed by the gorgeous lotus pond.


Ubud Royal Palace.






The temple dedicated to Hindu goddess of art, language, culture and education - Dewi Saraswati; lotus flowers in bloom.


Bu Oka's famous babi guling.



Chunks of meat, fat, skin, and innards. I'm not a fan of innards, but this was yummy. Fortunately for our arteries, Ceci and I shared one dish between us.


Just had to post this spastic shot of me trying to bite the rubbery skin.

25 December 2008, 15:00 hrs
Eka Purnama Cottages Amed, balcony



A brief stop at Candi Dasa for a picture with our driver.

"The drive up east has shown me a side of Bali I have never seen, and I had a startling realization - Bali is not a flawless beauty. I've over romanticized the island on my previous touch-and-go trips, and I've carved a picture-perfect portrait of Bali in my head.

Truth is, Bali too has its uglier and grittier side. There's seemingly a lack of urban planning, and houses sprout up in the unlikeliest of places. The roads are dirty and the shops dilapidated and dusty.

Yet the greyness contrasts oddly but almost perfectly with the bold hues of flower offerings lining the sidewalks. Amongst dirty roads and thatched houses, the intense greens and vivid yellows of paddy fields bloom in the sunshine. Another winding road, and I'm staring at a beautiful lotus pond facing the ocean.

Bali is not perfect, but when its beauty catches you, it etches and burns itself onto your mind's eye."



Our cottage overlooking the Indian Ocean at Eka Purnama.


Sun rays.



Sunset from our balcony; Christmas dinner with the Eka Purnama family.

26 December 2008, 06:30 hrs




Waking up to the sea; watching the sunrise in our PJs.


Fishing boats returning to shore.



Breakfast in the restaurant overlooking the sea. I promise none of these pictures were photoshopped.



Scenes from the drive down south.


First lunch in Legian at Western Sumatra. Extremely delish veggies, tempeh and beef rendang plus a drink for under S$2.





The Uluwatu temple at sunset; and the Kecak Dance depicting the triumph of good over evil. The enjoyment of the dance was unfortunately foiled by way too many heads bobbing in front of me.


Some of the characters in the dance.



Dinner and Bali Moon cocktails at Cafe Sendok.


Bebek betutu, a famous Balinese ceremonial dish. This is duck cooked over the embers of a fire for over eight hours. It was flavorful and beautifully presented, but I still prefer the babi guling.

26 December 2008, 23:24 hrs
Taman Ayu Legian

"We're at the last stop of our trip - Kuta. This area is worlds apart from the languid fishing village of Amed, as well as the almost meditative state of Ubud. There's an energy here fuelled by tourism.

Traffic crawls on jam-packed streets, and rowdy Caucasians hit the bars in beach slob style - boardshorts and oversized Bintang singlets. The sun here is that little bit stronger, the air that little bit heavier, and the people that little bit naughtier.

It's virtually impossible to walk down the streets without receiving propositions from the locals on the sidewalks. Last we counted, Ceci and I have mistakenly represented every country in Southeast Asia except Vietnam and Singapore, with the most popular guesses being Japan and Korea. A few actually thought we were from Australia and Hawaii, but that would be milking it a tad too far. Haha.

I feel like I've experienced three completely different places and lifestyles while being on the same island.

Ubud was full of bohemian charm, and my stay there felt like a spiritual cleansing of sorts. Fresh air, long walks along paddy fields, massages and cool nights. No rushed itineraries or the instinctive anxiety of fighting crowds at tourist spots. Everybody merely strolls and absorbs the surroundings and the tourists are generally respectful (and not completely wasted like the ones in Kuta). Several surprised me when they conversed easily in Bahasa Indonesia with the locals.

Life in Ubud was unhurried and soothing; Amed was just hot, sticky and slow. Snorkeling disappointed with low visibility and faulty equipment, and the rocky beach wasn't suitable for idyllic evening walks. I found myself drawing many parallels between Amed and Arambol in Goa, India.

Like Arambol, dozens of beach huts lined the rocky cliffs of Amed. Everybody took their time, and service was so unstructured that it felt slipshod at times. There was zero connection to the outside world - no cellphone coverage, no Internet connection, nothing. Life here was very much back to the basics of sea, food and stars. In all fairness, I don't think we gave Amed enough time to grow on us for I believe that the low-key and unpretentious vibe can be nice.

If Ubud makes one meditate and Amed makes one contemplate, then I'd say Kuta makes one feed their vices. It tempts and enthralls one to down drinks and bare as much skin as possible, yet it is sexy without being sleazy, and commercialized without being overly so.

I've only stayed in Kuta on my past trips, so this trip has given me a more holistic understanding of Bali.

I've weaved an almost impenetrable fairytale quality about Bali, conveniently omitting the reality of daily life. A chat with our driver revealed that S$4.50 can feed a family of four for a day. To put it into perspective, that's roughly the price of a plate of noodles at a foodcourt.

The extreme poverty I saw so often in India was absent in Bali, but the locals still have to work really hard to make ends meet. All this time I've waxed lyrical about the physical beauty and supposed magic of the island without digging deeper into the soul of its true inhabitants. The touters along the sidewalks can be annoyingly persistent, but look into the shop and chances are you'll see a child or two sleeping on the mat inside. It made me consider that their persistence wasn't merely about making a few more bucks, but about keeping their family alive. I've sought to deepen my understanding of the island and its inhabitants, but my knowledge remains superficial.

Still, I think I've chipped away a significant portion of my illusions of Bali, but seeing the island in its real gritty form has not turned me off it. If anything, I think I've fallen even deeper in love. Even if it falls short of my idealisms, there's something about Bali that still holds me a willing captive."

27 December 2008

We spent a good part of the day lazing by the pool and soaking up some sun. It was well after 2 p.m. before we ventured out for lunch at Tanaya's Cafe and for shopping along the streets.


We visited the bomb memorial, which bore the names and nationalities of those who died in the 2002 Bali bombings. A book I was reading mentioned that many of the Balinese who were injured in the bombings escaped back to their villages where they later passed away due to lack of medical care.



Seeing the cards, photos and fresh flowers tugged at my heartstrings, and I couldn't quite bear to stay on any longer.


Browsing the surf shops at Kuta.





The famed Kuta sunset.

28 December 2008, 10:13 hrs
Taman Ayu Legian, poolside terrace

"It's our last day in Bali, technically. In order to catch our cheap transit flight to KL, we would have to leave for the airport at 3:30 a.m. tomorrow. That hardly counts as a day does it?

Paranoia has been my best friend on this trip. Everywhere we go, I find myself scanning everybody with suspicion whilst mentally mapping out escape routes. My heart beats a tad faster each time we near crowds, and we've chosen near-empty restaurants and bars over the rowdy ones just to be on the safe side. This hasn't diminished the quality of my trip in any way, but it really is a pity that we have to be on guard all the time.

Bali is my last trip in 2008, and possibly the last one till I complete my internship in June. I've travelled so much this year - 14 flights, 12 places and 19 stays in hotels/hostels/homes. However, it feels like I have only just begun.

I've seen and learned so much this year. Places, people, surroundings. These experiences have honed my intuition, and exposed me to the human psyche. The more I see, the less fazed I am. I've been able to draw parallels between the places I've been, and that could also be the twinkling loss of magic.

Tourist shops have lost their charm (even though I'm still a sucker for sundresses), beaches start to look the same, and even a sky full of stars doesn't leave me in awe.

Looking up at the stars from our Amed balcony, all I could think of was the night in MICA when Ajinkya told us the story of the warrior and gave us a crash course on astronomy. I was also thinking of the wintry night in Dasada where we sat around the embers of a bonfire and saw falling stars. Even though the stars were no less beautiful in Amed, a persistant thought niggled at the back of my head - I've seen this before.

But my yearning to keep seeing does not ebb. Three days back home and I know that I'll be busy surfing travel forums in preparation for the next trip. Is this the essence of wanderlust?

Hong Kong and Taiwan should be significantly different from my past travels. Till then, I'm going to have to try keeping my feet firmly planted on the ground till that trip with Mich comes along in July."



Breakfast by the pool.


Poor girl got attacked by the commando mosquitoes.



Lunch and more cocktails at Nero Cafe.


Ceci then got her entire head braided for about S$8.



Hippie and me; our last dinner in Bali.



One last dip in the pool (freezing cold!) and a toast to a good holiday.


Goodbye Taman Ayu Legian.



Goodbye Bali.


Homeward bound. Note the eyebags under our eyes from immense lack of sleep. Never are we choosing a cheap flight that requires a 3:30 a.m. check out and a six-hour wait in transit.

Tuesday, December 23, 2008

Tomorrow I will wake to the Bali sunshine.

Tomorrow I will wake to the Bali sunshine.
feeling: excited
music: india arie ft. musiq - chocolate high

The wait is finally over, and in four hours, I would be boarding the flight to Bali. This week-long trip would be my longest Bali trip so far, and contrary to misconceptions, this is only my third trip to the island, not my 30th!


I'm almost packed, and I've sent my hamsters off for a week with their new Godma, who is currently spoiling them silly with carrots.

More than a year ago, I read half of Fragrant Rice by Janet DeNeefe, an Australian who married a Balinese, and I've wanted to visit the Casa Luna Restaurant and the Honeymoon Guesthouse she runs with her husband ever since. (For those with whom I shared Bali - A Love Story, Ketut's character was semi-inspired by DeNeefe's husband.) You can visit the site at www.casalunabali.com but turn your speakers down because the gamelan music can be a tad jarring.

Early planning has secured us a stay at the Honeymoon Guesthouse, and I've booked Ceci and I for a Balinese cooking class tomorrow morning. I'm pretty psyched to try my hand at preparing Gado-Gado and Balinese satay. Perhaps the next new year's eve gathering I host would not involve tasteless pad thai and soggy green papaya salad? :)

A week frankly isn't enough to do many of the things I want to (do yoga, learn painting, visit the western part of the island, ride a horse along Kerobokan beach...), but I'm glad I'll be exploring more of the island than I'd done on previous trips. I don't think I've gotten a holistic perspective of Bali so I'm hoping to return with a better idea. Maybe then I would be able to explain my fascination with the island.

My dad gave me a bit of grief about my gypsy lifestyle when I told him about my Bali trip on Sunday. Granted, I have indeed been traveling a lot this year, and I probably shouldn't have waited until two days before the trip to inform him. We had a talk and he said that he would respect my way of life ("if you would rather scrimp on the everyday for this"), and that I was old enough to make my own decisions. Jinli says it's the empty nest syndrome. Still, he offered to accompany me to the airport today, so that cheered me up significantly.

On a different note, I met up with the babes last night for an early Christmas dinner at Blue Basil. We literally walked around in circles trying to locate the place, and the food didn't exactly make us feel like all that working was worth it. Heh heh.





The Christmasy mood has eluded me this whole holiday, and I almost forgot that it will be Christmas Eve tomorrow.



Merry Christmas in advance. :)

Sunday, December 21, 2008

On a blue-skied Saturday...

On a blue-skied Saturday...

I attended Nabila's wedding reception, along with a bunch of the CS peeps. It was the first Malay wedding for several of us, so we depended a lot on Zak to guide us through proper wedding etiquette. For me, it was also the first wedding of a friend I was attending, but my ovaries thankfully didn't start itching!





No etiquette required when it came to getting trigger-happy though! Congratulations Nab. :)




And here's a CS trivia:



For those who are not already in the know, wanna try guessing which CS babe these pretty heels are on?

3:30 a.m. today marked the last of my drama endeavors. I've finished a total of five dramas since school ended, and these were on top of my usual Gossip Girl fix. Huge thanks to HM for staying up with me almost every night while I went on my visual trips to Taiwan, Korea and Japan; and also to Jinli who toiled the nights with me when I got her re-hooked to Coffee Prince. No more panda eyes!

Bali preparations start now. I had a good talk with Ceci last night because we were both feeling weird about the trip. I really didn't like associating the island with the unmentionables, but we had be practical when the need arose. The trip momentarily felt like a prison sentence, but I guess we both forgot that it is supposed to be our holiday. We've planned and we've paid so we're obviously going ahead with it, only with our senses a tad more alert.

I've cleaned out my hamsters' cage, and Ran's gonna be babysiting my babies while I'm away. That is after our Twilight date, and our now mandatory sushi meal.

Friday, December 19, 2008

The answer is 42.

The answer is 42.

Have you ever recognized the smell of change? An unusually strong breeze accompanied the evening sunshine on my way out. I slowed my pace and turned my face up to the sky for a brief moment, the smell of the wind transporting me back to evenings at Temasek Polytechnic. Gymming with Cat, strolling along the tennis courts with aching limbs and freshly washed hair, late night IG meetings, dinners at the kopitiam across the school...

My poly years didn't seem that far away, but it's actually been almost three years since graduation. My Indian exchange has apparently robbed me of all ability to keep track of time. Dinner with my CPM babes and our unchanging choice of crude topics made me feel 19 all over again, but speaking with an old friend on my way home made me realize how much I've changed.



Still gossipy, still slutty, still scandalous.

I came home, flopped onto the couch, and had a chat with my auntie with the Asian Food Channel on mute. I spoke about what I wanted, what I didn't know if I wanted, and asked her if she thought I've changed. "Since India. You've grown up, became less manja." She was the second person who'd made reference to my past tantrums that night and it made me cringe. I must have been quite a menace.

She didn't say much but when she did, her observations were astoundingly astute. "You think I don't know why you travel so much? It's because you really wanted to get away from what was happening here."

She's partially right. Traveling did start off as a need to get away, and foreign sights began as distractions to a cobweb of thoughts. Over time however, they have evolved into a ball of insatiable wanderlust at the pit of my belly. The urge to see and experience some place new seems to only grow with time, and I finally confided that I've been thinking of working abroad when I graduate, should the opportunity arise.

"But you will have to settle down eventually. You can't just keep traveling." She hasn't said it aloud in its entirety, but I know that she dreams of me getting a stable job and meeting someone who would make me settle down.

One day I would, I assured her, thinking how ironic it was that those dreams were once mine when I was 19.


picture from thescarlette.livejournal.com

I haven't got it all figured out, but maybe some things are better and more beautiful without an answer. Four more days to Bali. Though excited, a stray strand of dread unsettles me. I have thus drafted emails, and will be trusting a close friend with my mail account. Just in case.

Thursday, December 18, 2008

Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Seriousleigh.

Seriousleigh.


picture from inmagine

I showered, deliberated over what to wear, dried my hair, slicked on some blusher, and spritzed on my tangy Escada scent as an afterthought. I picked up the phone to tell M I would be late.. only to be informed that our date was tomorrow.

Seriously, SERIOUSLEIGH.

Tuesday, December 16, 2008

The dance of sea breeze upon my skin.

The dance of sea breeze upon my skin.

I had a bit of trouble recalling my last beach holiday, but I'm inclined towards Goa in March. As much as Guethary in June was an awesome summer trip, France's beaches lacked the certain je ne sais quoi of Asia's beaches. Bintan was the getaway I didn't know I needed to realign my balance. It's not going to be easy reliving the trip without the 101 snaps I took, but I'll try.
*All the following pictures are taken off the Bintan Lagoon Resort webpage.

Though the dates were properly set, the start of the holiday seemed like a mad rush. The ferry website was down, and we were unable to pay for our tickets online. Mich only returned from Langkawi less than 12 hours before we were to board our 9am ferry to Bintan, and I was out late with a friend and thus unpacked till almost midnight. We were groggy and sleepy that cloudy morning, and only when we arrived to clear blue skies at the Bintan jetty did it sink in that we were on holiday.



Bintan Lagoon Resort was huge and sprawling, and basically one I would never have chosen if not for the free stay. All traces of fatigue were lost the minute we slotted in our key card and entered our room. It looks almost exactly like the picture above, except for our twin beds. A flat-screen tv, teak furniture, a huge window seat looking out to the sea, and a spacious balcony all had us squealing like seals in heat.



We wasted no time in changing into our bikinis and strolling to the beach. The last time I was in Bintan with Ceci, the beach was a 30-minute drive away and its waters were murky. This time around, the beach at our doorstep had powdery soft sand, rolling waves and crystal clear waters despite it being the monsoon season. With the sea breeze caressing my skin, I watched the uncluttered beach through half-closed eyes and felt the inexplicable rightness coursing through my veins. The rhythmic pounding of waves was nature's lullaby, but Mich and I proved too chatty for sleep. So we talked, and laughed, and walked along the water's edge picking up seashells.

Hours and minutes seemingly melded into moments, and if not for our evening spa appointment at Pasar Oleh Oleh, I'm pretty sure we would have lazed our day away till sunset. Pasar Oleh Oleh was nothing to rave about, though the massage was bone-crackingly good. We returned to the hotel and not wanting to feel like old ladies, we checked out the Silk nightclub, which was disappointly empty. I was served a really toxic Vanillatini though - by the time I'd drained the glass, I was popping peanuts at my chin and giggling a little too much.

It was pretty late by the time we made our way back to the room, and after a hot shower, I wrapped myself in the comfy cotton bathrobe and stood at the balcony watching the sea. The skies were fairly light, and it felt more like the early dawn than midnight. I turned my face up to the starless sky, feeling at ease for the first time in a very long while. I'd watched the seas too often with a hollow in my chest, but this time around, with the sea breeze playing with the lapels of my robe and the sound of waves crashing onto shore, I was whole.



I was dead to the world by the time Mich finally slept, and the next day passed by in a blur of breakfast buffets, sunshine and suntan lotions. It was a quick holiday no doubt, but this first trip with my bitch was truly an enjoyable one.

Reconnected.

Reconnected.

It happened all too suddenly. Firefox hung, as did Flock. But unlike the many times in the past where the system restarted, mine never did. All I had was a blinking "?" folder sign mocking me.

Still, I guess I should be pretty glad that my Macbook lasted me this long despite the rubbish I'd subjected it to. I've burned a hole in my dad's pocket and am now wired up with the new Macbook. No more copying and pasting my "i"s!



But of course, the Bintan pictures which I've uploaded before the crash are gone, until I get around to finding a reasonable retrieval service. Pity, for it was one awesome holiday and the hotel was gorgeous. Argh.

Monday, December 08, 2008

The scampering duo.

The scampering duo.

I’ve never particularly liked children, and I’ve never bothered masking my annoyance at the sugar-fueled ones running amok in shopping malls. Little mushrooms – that’s what I call them. However, I’ve recently realized that I am not void of all maternal instincts.

I thought it through long and hard before adopting two hamsters from Miak. While the new responsibility means I can no longer pack up and go without a care, I feel that I finally have it in me to unselfishly care for something else. When I hugged the cage to my chest to prevent them from getting carsick (apparently they do), an unfamiliar urge to keep them safe welled up in my chest.

Even though my beautiful rainy morning was marred by a morning bite, I find it impossible to stay angry. Even though one of them acts like a delinquent with his snarling and protectiveness, I still find myself feeding him seed after seed, hoping to win him over.

Me. Patient. Who would have thought?

Wednesday, December 03, 2008

13.5 and counting.

13.5 and counting.

I'm so sleepy. I really think I would have pulled an all-nighter if HM wasn't waiting up for me. Let's see if scones will really wake me up.

Monday, December 01, 2008

Death and old beginnings.

Death and old beginnings.

It’s the morning after a weekend so surreal I’m starting to wonder if it really did happen. Life played a series of unlikely events that absurdly spiraled to bring us to where we are today.

Wanderlust has gained me so many beautiful moments that had me wishing I could make time come to a standstill; but even as I lug my suitcase and my feet to yet another part of the globe, my mind almost always charts its own journey to this one particular place.

Mountains and seas; delicate saris dancing in the breeze. Is it really possible for two people who have lived so differently to still feel the same?

Have we finally come full circle, or are we only halfway?